
He had warned her, he had warned her not to do so
He had repeatedly warned her not to do so
To Sati, what was meant to occur he said
He knew her father hated the one she wed
He knew she wouldn’t come, if she ever went
And that only his heart would remain to lament
Yet wasn’t it she, who was to blame?
Was it not for her, was she swallowed in flame?
She denied him, and she what had come
To her own actions did she succumb
She knew that Shiva knew it all
Yet into her own pit, did she fall
But what if he held her and asked her to stay?
Would the sun have dawned on such a day?
What if he shackled her, and did not let her go?
Would that have prevented her from leaving so?
But if he knew, why did he not stop it?
Why did he sit ajar and wait for time to hit?
And if he knew it, why is he grieving now?
Why is he grieving, for her unneeded love?
Before her was he, and after her is he
He knew he was one, to forever be
He would remain doing what he must do
Then why? Why is he dwelling in this blue?
Without asking him, his heart, did she find
And to Shiva’s logic, his heart paid no mind
So blindly did it follow her around
And in doing so, such pleasure he found
Of such emotions, Shiva had no need
Yet to those words, his heart paid no heed
In this path unknown, it is abandoned now
And to return to him, it does not know how
Even though he knew what was to come ahead
It still ached to fathom that she was dead
He was always prepared for what had to be
Yet for this gruesome pain, he wasn’t ready
As painful and painful his heart grew
He abandoned all that he must do
And as mayhem spread all around
Hell was the sky and hell was the ground
Unimaginable damages, the world bore
But his world was destroyed long before
This was one emotion, he couldn’t bear
And of the state of the world, he couldn’t care
Why was it so hard, to go back again?
To forget her and forget this pain
What was to come, he always knew
But this grief was one, so achingly new
Her from his heart, he couldn’t erase
But the truth was too gruesome to face
An escape to this, he couldn’t find
Hence, to all emotions, he went blind
He sat in a state, thoughtless and untrue
It was the only way to prevent his blue
And so from his heart, remained not even a piece
This was the only way to keep the world in peace